to let u know

uh,

I'm just so far gone
february's own, please leave me alone. drunk off henny screamin' on the phone. see my house is not a home, fuck is goin' on? where did we go wrong, where do we belong? caught up in the game and it's one I can't postpone. meaning if it rains I'm the one it's raining on, when my dogtag is on still nothing set in stone. women borrow sweaters that I spray with my cologne and tell me don't forget 'em and I promise that I won't. feelin' so distant from everyone I've known. to make everybody happy I think I would need a clone. places we get flown, parties that we've thrown. I've done more for this city then these dancers that have blown. it's only been 3 years look at how I've grown. I'm just in my zone, I call this shit the calm. yea, but I'm the furthest thing from calm. dedicated to my mom, and I swear my word is bond. everything will be ok and it won't even take that long. you can see it in my face or even read it on my palm. leader of the new school it's proven and it's known. I'm sittin' in a chair but in the future it's a throne. I know you like to worry it'll be better if you don't.

sooner than later
what good is being famous?, if I'm never on your mind. nights fallen, lights glowing and I'm just trying to pay the price owing and I don't want to feel the comfort of my ice showing and I'm not tryna be without you at the right moment, niggeh nice going. is it worth it that decision because hearts breaking and I ain't tryna be in that collision. so I'm a dust my shirt and fix my pants cause I better look good girl if this my chance I swear..

the update.

 02/23: the funeral of frances "kika" diaz. [july19,1959-february13,2009]
--> u only live once and the way u live it is the better way to be it. live life as much as it'll let u. dont take it for granted. no adays everyones always gotta hate eachother for the dumbest fucking reason. dont keep that hate against someone for a stupid reason, cuz u'll regret it when its too late to say i'm sorry. KIKA lived a beautiful life. livin' it up never givin' a fuck yet she was always there when u needed someone to talk to. past away because of illness but once again lived a beautiful life. so today as the past we're all just getting older. hope u just make the right moves in life or ur gonna get in on ur own.

02/22: funkanometry sf auditions.
--> 7th annual funkanometry san francsico dance company auditions.

02/21: battlefest live 360 in san jose.
--> can u say oddacities 3rd place!! fasho =]

02/20: chumpness 24th birthday
--> a night that i do not remember at all, but thank you all who came out to celebrate with my, who took care of my drunk ass and for all the birthday greetings&wishes within.. myspace comments, facebook, commentes text messages, phone calls or in person. THANK YOU ALL

holy shit, its been awhile

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